Lies

lies sew togeather to creat a society built upon them
only to chose your fate with the one lie
you first said
the commitment you broke,
the love you tore from me,
stay awake, stay awake
you have fallen asleep
why my dear?
do you only want to dream?
you have to face reality,
your nothing with out your pathetic lies,
your high notations
you naractice abuse,
the drug that gave you comfort
and a way out,
you thought your lies were your only love
the only thing to "protect" me
i'm a big girl.
Daddy, just listen please.

To Ed.

do you really love?
i hate you acually
you forced me to stick my fingurs down my raw throut
you don't care.
you never have
you tell me things i shouldn't hear
you tell ne to stop eating.
don't i count for my opinion?
you've forced me to show you my repulisive side
the side witch was based upon you.
i'm running out of life.
your the only thing talking im my head just,
LEAVE.
i hate you stop it get out,
you tell me only negitive things
that's all i've ever known
i'm waiting for you to tell me good things.
just don't ever leave me.